Friday, October 15, 2004

12:50PM - Myeah!!!

Hey Everybody!!!

Life is neat!

I'm back with Coty after a year and a half. He's a cool kid. Tonight is homecoming and he's actually going with me. Bwahahaha.

The play is going well. Rehearsals are awesome. We might actually have a shot at literary. Academic team is not so great. People don't take it seriously and I would quit if I weren't JV captain.

Yeah.
My grades are doing really well.

I have a great group of friends that make me genuinely happy. You peoples know who you are. Most of you have an LJ.

<3

Current mood: loved

Current music: The Dresden Dolls-- Girl Anarchronism

Thursday, September 2, 2004

1:11PM

Weeeeee!!

Life is complicated, oh so complicated.

My mum works nights now, which is fun I guess. Kind of lonely, and its hard to wakeup in the mornings for school, but freedom is nice.

I've actually been getting out a bit. I definitely appreciate that. I'm sick of being such a homebody.

I am captain of the JV academic team (JV is 9th and 10th grade). And I have what is by far the most fin part in the upcoming play. I get to be seductive! Haha!

So Audra, who once contributed to my hellish social life, is now trying to become my friend. I am going to befriend her, but she by no means will be my best pal whom I will entrust my deep dark secrets to.

This is all. I should be studying.

Current mood: weird

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

3:37PM - Back to skewl!

Yo Yo.

I'm back at school now...yeah. My schedule is a piece of crap. Yeah...I made the fall play, and all that fun stuff...I'll update more later.

Current mood: awake

Monday, July 12, 2004

5:27PM - Oh lord!!! That Sweet thang lives!!!

Hey kiddies...

Here I am at George's house. Went wakeboarding for the first time in ages...of course I hit my hand on my board when I fell. I don't think it's broken...just a bad bruise. I'm sunburned all to hell though...painful.

I've been hanging out with Arin alot more lately...this is good. Very good.

I've actually been getting out lately, as opposed to sitting at home. So, woohoo. I guess thats all.


<3<3<3<3

Current mood: sore

Current music: FELIX da HOUSECAT

Sunday, June 27, 2004

2:35PM - Word Fuckas

Yeah,so...here I am at Arins house. Summer is good,boring,but oh so good. I've received word that I may be going to Warped and Curiosa...I'm not exactly the biggest fan of the cure...but...CURSIVE is to be there. Cursive is orgasmic.

I keep meeting more and more new people. Arin and I went to the mall with Stephen, Brian, and Jonathan...dear lord that was insanity. Victoria's Secret has never been so funny. Slingshot Panties!!! Oh Yes!!!

Current mood: energetic

Current music: Glassjaw-Mu Empire

Monday, May 24, 2004

Friday, May 14, 2004

10:20AM

Word...

Well honors night went well. I ended up receiving the Presidential Award for Educational Excellence. I'm pretty sure it was given to the top 2 people in each grade. I got one and Mercy got the other one for the 9th grade. I thought I was ranked 13th...but apparently I'm either first or second. So...yay.

So it's not allergies that I have. My mum says it sounds like a sinus infection...which explains the loss of balance and the headaches. Ugh, I have to go to the doctor on Monday and get antibiotics.

One week left until freedom.

Current mood: sick

Current music: The Coral

Thursday, May 13, 2004

9:52AM

Yeah, well...yeah

Yesterday was senior rec day. I had to wear underwear on my head. It was sort of fun...they were frilly...and I wore them like a superhero mask.

Tonight is honors night. I'm so insanely curious about what I'm being awarded for.

Allergies...oh god...I would wish them on only a few people in this world. Last night I slept very little. The ability to breathe is something I often take for granted.

I wonder if Coach Cooper will let me go to the drama room....

Current mood: drained

Current music: Adamantium

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

11:00AM

So, yes, well.

I'm "cordially invited" to honors night tomorrow...Now, this may not seem like the sort of thing to get excited about. But, I realized something. I have NEVER won an award before. And I must say I'm rather pleased that busting my ass this year is finally paying off. I'm guessing the award will be in science since my average was a 100. I wish I could find someone else who is going as well.

I really don't want school to be over. Because I'm going to be stuck at home all summer. Although I'll probably be ungrounded, how the hell am I going to go anywhere? It's not like I'm going to just hop in my car and drive away. I can’t wait until I drive, then…I will be unstoppable.

My mother and I have been getting long extremely well. We went out to dinner last night. There was no drama. It makes me nervous…I feel another explosion coming on.

I hate crushes, with a flaming, burning, passion. I would be perfectly happy if the last little remainder of emotion in my body just died…withered away.

Current mood: annoyed

Current music: A Static Lullaby <333

Monday, May 10, 2004

11:18AM

So, yeah.

I enjoyed the play. Friday night was terrible. It is impossible to do sound effects when you don’t have the right cues. But Saturday was awesome. Oh god, I laughed until I cried.

Only 2 weeks until I’m ungrounded *(shakes hips)*.

I was thinking…Jas made a comment about having a group of several good friends instead of a few BEST friends. Well, what happens when you don’t quite trust anyone enough to tell them about your problems? Perhaps that’s what’s been bothering me so much.

I swear…I think my body is falling apart. I have this weird sting/bruise thing on my arm that is quite painful, one of those monster zits that feels like you’ve been shot on my chin, an ulcer from altoids, and the second to worst sunburn ever. Eh…oh well.

Friday was an insanely fun day…With piggyback races…Nick…you aren’t a very good steed.

I really ought to be doing work…but this class is useless.

This entry is far too long as it is…nobody cares about reading this crap.

Current mood: accomplished

Current music: Fatherfucker By: Peaches

Friday, May 7, 2004

Tuesday, May 4, 2004

10:09AM

I SWEAR IT!! IF I WERE NOT IN CLASS RIGHT NOW I WOULD SCREAM!!!!

I suppose I'm single now. I don't feel like pointing shit out in the open air.

I'm somewhat angry with a friend that said something about me...if she didn't like it...she shouldn't have said anything.

Yesterday after practice(which was fun, but the play is shit) my mom was a super bitch. I'm really sick of coming home to a constant stream of everything I've done wrong.

Eh, oh well. Things could always be worse.

Nick makes the best CD's...Song # 1...song from Muppets Treasure Island...that movie combines my 3 greatest loves...Muppets, pirates, and Tim Curry *drools*

I have an ulcer from eating too many sour altoids...damn them...






Fill this out suckas...everybody has this in their journal....but my curiosity has been sparked

I _____ Katie.
Katie is____.
If I were alone in a room with Katie, I would _____.
I think Katie should _____.
Katie needs _____.
I want to ____Katie.
Katie can ____ my ____.
Someday Katie will _____.
Katie reminds me of _____.
Without Katie_____.
Katie can be _____.
_____ is how i describe meeting Katie.
Worst thing about Katie is _____.
The best thing about Katie is _____.
I am ________ with Katie.

Current mood: lethargic

Current music: Franz Ferdinand....on Channel one...they've made it big now!

Monday, May 3, 2004

11:09AM

Yeah...2nd period...bored...some silly video about career choices. Tasha (girl that sits beside me) searched piercings on google. I havent seen so many genitals...in...well...I dont know when.

Well, I found out how long I'm going to be grounded. At least until schools out. If I suck up for the next 3 weeks....I'll be free. Thank god. If it were my kid she'd be grounded for about 6 months.

I burned myself on the iron...it stings.

People have been making fun of my bright red lipstick today. Fuckers...I'm retro...better recognize. And it matches my bandana. Well...not making fun...but its bright enough that people have been looking at me and saying *whoah* I shall have to post pictures.

I realized something. I don't have a REALLY good friend. Only Arin, and I never really see her, so she cant really relate to what goes on. I mean, Jessie and Jas are great. But they have their own circles of friends.

The school play is going to hell. I'm secretly wishing Hannah would either quit or be fired. Because I know every cue, every stage movement and every line in that damned play.

Current mood: drained

Current music: Bumblebeez 81 (This is sex music...all the way)

Friday, April 30, 2004

10:15AM

Yeah, I feel horrible.

So, Princess of punk rock has taken to calling me fat and a fatass. That might bother me if I were in any way overweight but I'm 5'7" and I weigh around 125 pounds...I am not in the least bit fat.

I have this odd feeling she's gonna start a rumour that I'm pregnant or something. I dunno why.

I keep having weird dreams involving my ex. They're creeping me out.

I don't think I'm going to bother with going to the human rights festival. Getting a ride home is just way too much hassle for everyone involved.

Current mood: grumpy

Current music: Pink Grease

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

1:57PM - The tension grows...

So, first for the good news...home has settled down quite a bit...perhaps I will have no more surprise therapy visits.

Yeah, I'm gonna complain, deal with it, I've got lots to be bitter about.

I feel quite abandoned. Someone has not bothered to even comment on my site since I've been grounded. You know who you are. I'm a horrid mix between bitter, sad, and pissed the fuck off.

I hope I can go to the human rights festival this weekend.

Who knew cookie monster could rap?

The play is so tense. Everybody is uptight. I was about to get Hannah's part...but at the last minute she learned all her lines...piss... I learned al of acts 1 and 2 last night and everything.

I'm just stressed. And I've got no way to go have fun and release it. GAH!

Of course, life could always be worse? Right?

Current mood: exhausted

Monday, April 26, 2004

2:57PM

Yeah. Weekend sucked. Same as the last one. I can't believe I look forward to Mondays.

Today...I went to soyouwanna.com..and discovered "s oyou wanna be an indie rock expert". The first tip on looking the oart is cutting back how often you wash your hair for that *greasy sheen* look. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.


I got bored and stuck media player on random...And here are the 10 songs that came up...

1. Gun's N Wankers - Skin Deep
2. Cyndi Lauper- Money Changes Everything *live*
3. Defiance- Terrorist Attack
4. AFI - Dream of Waking
5. Tsunami Bomb- 20 going on...
6. The Mighty Mighty Bosstones- A jackknife to a Swan
7. NOFX- My Vagina
8. Poison The Well- Pievces of you in Me.
9. Alkaline Trio- If we never go insides
10. Shai Halud- The bonds of those...

Current mood: aggravated

Current music: Franz Ferdinand

Friday, April 23, 2004

12:39PM

Yes yes, well here is a short entry.


Nothing has happened. not really.

I had a surprise therapist visit yesterday afternoon. Apparently I display one sign of seld-destruction (sneaking out) and one of self mutilation(obsessively picking at my face). Wow...when my bitch of a therapist told me this I stared straigh at her and scratched my cheek. Whatever she scribbled down didnt help my case.

This is all.

<3 <3

Oh yeah, Hannah totalled her car, now she has no choice but to come to rehearsal...so much for my part.

Oh...at least my writers block is on a break and I'vce been churning out some decent poetry for a change.

Current mood: artistic

Current music: Bohemian Rhapsody is stuck in my head

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

11:44AM - Yeah..

Okay, so other than my life being horrendously boring. Today is a boring day at school as well. We have an all day play rehearsal. This might be more amusing if I had a part. Well, Mrs. D approached me about taking over Hannah's part. Well, everybody just LOVES Hannah. If Mrs D fires her, the animosity of nearly an entire cast would be directed towards me. Not only that, but her little sister wants the part. *ugh* I would take it though. I mean, most of the cast is senior so I've only got about a month of them hating me until they're out of the way.

So my mom and I argued very little last night, perhaps tonight I'll get the courage to ask exactly how long I'm cut off from the outside world.

This library is comforting in an odd sort of way...Perhaps because the librarians are so very kind.

Enough.

Current mood: content

Current music: The Hiss

Tuesday, April 20, 2004

12:50PM

So, now is the time to go into detail about what happened, I have more time now.

Yes. My mother and I began arguing. She was talking about how she thinks I should dress more conservatively. This continued to an argument about respecting myself...and then she begain telling me that I have no future. I will just be a piece of trash because I don't respect myself. This absolutely stunned me. I always though my mother was the one person who believed in me. Well, I suppose I said some things I shouldn't have. And she got into my journal and read everything that has happened to me since september. This sucks...a whole lot.

I imagine I will be grounded until I die. When I turn 18 she'll just get my birth certificate changed so I'm 3 again. I'm fully prepared to go insane. I mean, without people, I CANNOT LIVE.

All I have left is the stereo and the TV...soon school will be out and I won't even be able to update my journal here. I hate TV... my CD's have been played out. Feel free to donate burned CD's to my cause.

Maybe I could get a job... Or maybe Lisa will quit the play or something...

This is all...

I miss one person more than all the others though...And it's going to be difficult to figure out whats gong to happen...ugh

Current mood: depressed

Current music: The Sleepy Jackson <3

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